Syaz's Story

.: X'Mas cUm nEw yR CuM ICT bUlLdOg TeAm CelEbrAtiOn :.

2005-12-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

.: X'Mas cUm nEw yR CuM ICT bUlLdOg TeAm CelEbrAtiOn :.

Our family were invited to the "X'Mas cUm nEw yR CuM ICT bUlLdOg TeAm CelEbrAtiOn" @ SAF Yatch Club at Sembawang. Still wandering wat ICT BULLDOG is?? well.. it's my dad's dart team.. the celebration was made prior to the team for achieving gd results during 1 of their competition..

".. n so the 2nd runner up goes to Kamsani Salleh.. "

who'd tot tat my dad actually grab the 2nd runner up place.. well.. it's still better den not winning any.. CONGRATS dad.. n once again.. the day was safe with the digi cam.. hehe

+ SAFYatchClub +

.: EveRythIng'S nEw!! :.

2005-12-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

.: EveRythIng'S nEw!! :.

haven't been updating for like the past 6 mths.. really lazy lah.. but with tis new layout.. new yr.. new resolution.. haha.. im back.. yabbada badooo!!!! 3 cheers for syazana.. *hip hip hurray x3*

basically now im on hols.. till like next week.. will be back to school on the 3rd jan.. can't wait sia.. been bored to death at home... haiz.. lucky there's lil harith to lighten to house..

for tis december.. my family just went for a 1 day trip to batam.. ok lah.. rather den stayin at home.. didnt buy much things though but im sure my mom had great fun.. she's the only one doing the shopping.. clothes lah... keropok lah... fruits lah... we went there free handed but came back with our hands full.. anyway thanks mom n dad for the trip.. n of course wats a trip without pictures... hahah...

+ ATripToBatam +

tat's it for today aite.. hope i'll be back again soon.. hehe.. *hugs n kisses*

.: mOi emm... oK2 JunE hOliDay :.

2005-06-28T13:27:00.000+08:00

the hols is killing me!! im getting bored of it... pls.... i wanna go back to skol.. have been staying at home cos i've no $$$$ to go out.. will only be getting my pay on 25th july... Arghhhh... pls.. someone come n rescue tis so so lonely lonely gerl... i'll be back to skol on the 4th of july.. by den i hope i wont crave for more hols.. heheh.. it always happen..

anyways... the last min plan of going for a hol in TIOMAN did happen.. boi!! i really had great tremendous time with my family.. how i wish we'll get to do tat real often.. but again it was just a wishful thinking part of me.. haizz.. TIOMAN was emm... rather unique i must say.. with the friendly villagers we really had no worries there.. we stayed over at Tropical Coral Inn, kampong genting damai..

day 1
by the time we reached there it was nearly 3.. check in the resort n by den our stomachs were already growling.. time for a late lunch!! the foods were delicious.. from the jetty to our place it took us abt 5 to 10 min walk.. headed back to our resort.. the sunset was soooo beautiful.. couldn't help admiring it.. had to sleep early cos the next day will be a tiring day for us..

day 2
our main theme for today is SNORKELLING.. i love to swim.. very much.. but swimming surrounded by fishes, it really fills my stomach with butterflies.. yesh!! i was very very nervous.. the sea was so clear.. they are not small marine fishes mind you.. they're as large as 1 arm length... nevertheless i managed to overcome the fearness n swim together with the fishes.. i realised tat they were actually even scared of us.. hehe.. after an hour or 2 playing with the fishes, we were den brought to Pulau Renggis.. it's a small island by itself.. den we get to see beautiful corals.. upon seeing those i really went speechless.. in fact my whole family was.. all we could say was,"WoW!! IT'S SOOOOO ...... *pause* BEAUTIFUL".. its a pity we didnt take any photos of them cos we didn't have along with us the underwater camera.. after spending almost half our day snorkelling we were daed tired.. headed back to our resort.. after dinner.. we were to tired to explore.. the beds were already waiting for us.. hehehe...

day 3
we extended our day there.. we've no plan today so started the day with our breakfast n den we went canoeing.. basically today we were most of the time in the resort enjoying our last day there..

day 4
we had to reach jetty at 830.. but being kiasu singaporens.. we were already there by 8.. hehe.. my parents were scared tat we'll be left with no seats.. it's a 2 hr journey u see.. we did most our shopping at mersing itelf cos there's particularly nothing to shop at tioman.. pass the causeway... n.... SINGAPORE.. alhamdulilah.. we are back home safely..

time to say 'good-bye'

well.. basically tat's it... MY JUNE HOLS..

.: back with the pics :.

2005-05-14T14:32:00.000+08:00

ok.. ok.. just a short post here... im back with the pics.. A trip to sunplaza park n also an album during my SHS attachment.. go take a look aite.. happy browsing!!

+ ATripToSunplazaPark +

+ SHSAttachment +

.: whEn The DEAd cOmEs BAcK To LiFe.. JEnG JeNG JEnG :.

2005-05-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

*Boooo Hoooo*... CAK!!
wei... ni how ma?? wo how... ni??
~when the dead comes back to life~ says: sori guys.. have not been updating.. Gee.. i know... boring rite.. see my blog evrytime update late2.. haha.. i feel it too.. just lazy to get my hands on tis keyboard.. but today... friday the 13th.. im TYPING.. BRAINSTORMING on wat to write for tis post..

im on attachment now.. just finish my attachment at the SHS.. will be having another 3 PaThETiC weeks of attachment.. 1 wk will be at sgh n the other 2 wks at kk.. tat's not tat important lah.. so long i pass the attachment i'm glad already.. wats important now is the F**King results.. ***AAAHHHHHH*** i just hope i can scrape thru my repeat module n my other modules.. INSYALLAH.... {skarang baru nak ingat tuhan} hehe.. noti me..

as for now.. my life is still like per normal.. hmmm.. still SiNgLe.. hehe.. so anyone out there wanna date me?? hehe.. still aVaiLabLE tau... hahaha... tak date me very the 'rugi' tau.. so guys.. don't miss tis special opportunity.. grab it NOW!!.. hahah.. {don't mind me..}

anyways.. tis afternoon.. after the attachment.. went outz to chill with raudhah n shikin.. they were so nice tat the actually come all the way from the west to the east area.. alalalala... so swit of u guys.. n of all the place here.. we went to chill at SUNPLAZA PARK.. YES!!.. u guys heard me rite.. SUNPLAZA PARK!!.. hahah.. wat on earth were we thinking??!! but it was fun.. cos...................... of the digi cam!!... we snap lots of pose.. n its nice.. veri the nice.. wait till raudhah send it to me den i'll post it down k... i guess tat's it for now.. till i update again.. em... i don't know when.. heheh.. so long darls... *MuaCKz*

.: i nEeD a STrEsS BooSteR!! :.

2005-04-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

yesh!! i need it!! really... very badly!!!.. my heads gonna explode in any min.. GOSH!!.. my individual presentation is today!! in the afternoon..!! n i'm not even sure if i can make it... oh nO!! somebody pls come n save tis poor little cute gerl.. ahem ahem...
anyways.. in the weekends, helped miss nur raudhah at her uncle's wedding.. had fun although bit of tiring.. poor eqen waited for me for half an hour at woodland mrt station.. hehe... in baju kurung some more... very the lady like.. haha.. sori gerl... not my fault.. the bus was late... *toinggg*
on sunday went to bibik's(aunt) place @ woodland too... cos my dear cuz had just return from india for his ns thingy... it's been 2 months since i meet him.. awww.. i missed him.. apart from tat nothing else ah.. had to finish up my presentation.. so sianz!!

.: look wat they do just to BEAUTIFY themselves!! :.

2005-03-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

my fren, raudhah found tis web.. i tot i'd just share it with u guys... it's TERRIBLE!! ATROCIOUS!! DISGUSTING!!...
look at wat they do to the animals... i was particularly crying when they were focusing on the animal's tear rolling down the cheek... it just show how painful it is... but yet they don't even care... poor creature...............

http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv

.: cool rite? :.

2005-03-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

i found tis on the web, n i think its kinda cool.. take a look at it..

cool rite.... i can even have my name written out of it...

can you guys see the alphabets coming out?? simply very the StyLo-MylO!! i LioKe!!

.: caught up lyric :.

2005-02-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

Caught Up - Usher

I'm the kind of brotha
Who been doin' it my way
Gettin' my way for years
In my career
And every lover
In and out my life
I've hit, loved and left in tears
Without a care
Until I met this girl who turned the tables around
She caught me by surprise
I never thought I'd be the one breaking down
I cant figure it out why
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold on me
My momma told me
Be careful who you do cuz karma comes back around
Same ol' song
But I was so sure
That it wouldnt happen to me
Cuz I know how to put it down
But I was so wrong
This girl was mean
She really turned me ou
tHer body was so tight
I'm lookin' for her in the daytime with a flashlight
My homies say this girl is crampin' my style
And I can't figure it out but
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold on me
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold on me
And I think I like it baby
Oh nooo, oh noOoh, yeaah, oh my
This girl was mean
She really turned me out
Yeah, yeah, yeah, suga
My homies say this girl is crampin' my style
I'm so
Caught up
Caught up
Don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold
I'm so
Caught up
Im so
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold on me

.: cOnFuSioN :.

2005-02-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

its nearly 1 n im still wide awake.. dont know y but cant seem to go to sleep... i dont know wat's coming into me but the feelings jus funny... hehe.. it's a mix feeling of excited, happy, scared, sad... hmm... and many other undescribable feelings... heheh.. funny rite... i've been feeling rather happy lately.. smiling most of the times.. heheh... y eh?? anybody?? can ans tat?? hehe... even now im smiling... funny kan... kan... kan.... heheh... dont disturb me.. i wanna smile all nite.. hehe... nitey nite!!!

.: y must tis happen?? :.

2005-02-03T11:16:00.000+08:00

wat's happening?? 1 after another.. haizz... looks like all tis is bound to happen... but tis is life.. everything happens for a reason n in the end its u who have to be blamed.. u create it, so u have to solve it!! who say life's fair?? anyway i hope everything will be ok.. n life will be back to normal.. life still goes on... no matter wat..

.: long lost updates!! :.

2005-01-11T14:12:00.000+08:00

the beginning of the year was already a worrying thing for me...... cos...... i had to repeat one of the modules... yikesss... n i have not even tell my parents abt it... aiyoo yoo... how eh?? how eh?? but wat ever it is, during the holidays n attachments i had fun times with my frens... chilling, clubbing, enjoying each others company... after much enjoyment den i decided to tell my parents abt it.. hehehe... the worst part of it was my allowance will be suspended for the next 6 mths... NOOOOO!!!!!!!!! still deciding on a solution for it.. to work or to just borrow the money form my parents... so guys?? wat do u think?? by the way i've got many pics to share.. hehe.. go take a look...

@ tunnel on raudhah's b'day

+ AtTunnelOnRaudhah'sBday +

the 20 sen clan!! don't play2!!

+ the 20 sen clan!! +

my fav peeps!!

+ nyp peeps +

.: Im baCk~~ wHoa hOa!! :.

2004-12-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

hey!! im still alive yah.. heheh.... haven't been blogging cos emmm....... to put it simply...... emmm..... lazy to blog!! khekhekeh... don't know y, but just the mood to write something today... well, where shld i start? lets see.... where did i stop?? a break fast with the GENG!!... OMG!! im really far behind.. heheh... NVM..NVM.. todays' already the 19th of dec.. a week more to x'mas.. so..for those peeps out there whose celebrating x'mas, wishing u a 'MeRrY ChRiStMAs'.. *we WiSh U A MerRy X'MaS~~ We WiSh U A mErRy X'Mas~~ We WiSh U A mErRY X'MAS n blah blah blah~~ *heheh... someone pls complete tat sentence for me.. BlUEk!! oh ya.. b4 i forgot..
i would also like to wish MunIr, whose b'day too fall on x'mas, a very happy advance b'day..

a simple b'day card for u.. hope u like it.. *HuGS n KiSsES*

may u have a wonderful day n many many happy moments in the yrs to come.. we may not be contacting often now, but u'll always be in my mind.. ChEdEbAh~~ !! heheh.. but seriously... sincerely from the bottom of my heart..
ok, ok.... enuff of tat, lets get back to where i stop.. after the mth of SYAWAL, i had to cont'd my attachment at sgh.. haizz... tis time for 4 weeks=1mth... hey.. tat's considered long enuff k... only 2 weeks have gone by, n i still have another 2 weeks left.. TiDaK~~!!! but hopefully 2 weeks will pass by real soon.. i guess tat's all for today!! shall blog again some other time.. hey!! i've got some new hari raye pics with the GENG.. go take a look!!
these are some of the pics....

JuSt ThE {8-1}=7 oF Us!!

+ 2oo4 raya wif the GENG +

.: a break fast with the GENG!! :.

2004-11-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

WoW!! i really enjoyed myself yesterday.. 1 nov, was the date the bickering couple (sheenaaz & aidil) *ops*.. khekhekhe.. decide on.. n the place we choose to break our fast is '2 HOT HALAL CAFE' at esplanade..

tis the cafe!!

the weather was not very pleasing yesterday but nevertheless we enjoyed ourself... taking pics.. posing... taking pics... posing... chatting... gossiping... chatting.. gossiping while waiting for mr prince (noreis) to arrive.. while waiting... (we decided to celebrate a belated b'day for noreis) so we had a cake from polar n bought him a diary from prints.. hope u like it dear friend...

the outing was more like the first time gathering except tat dear lina was not there.... n me n eiskandar was not wat we call a couple.. we were just frens.. awkward though but we manage to try to blend in.. khekeh.. but i have to say, it was an enjoyable moment... i really had a tremendous time with the GENG!!

THE GENG!!

u can view the pics here.. ENJOY!! + break fast with the GENG +

.: study week :.

2004-10-28T13:07:00.000+08:00

StUdY, STuDy, StuDy.. hiazz.. So SIaNzz..im like having my exam tis coming friday but i've still yet to finish revising... still can update my blog.. hahaha.... have been studying at bk liat towers for the pass few days.. just imagine... the food temptation, ppl smoking... the fasting mth is really testing us... but eventually we went thru it till it's time to break fast... apart from tat, i've just recovered... wasn't feeling well.... y?? y must all tis happen at the crucial moment?? heheheh....... so feeling...last tuesday, we went to study at mc marina square.. don't tell ppl eh?? *kiter tak puase tau* heheh.. last tuesday jer.... den went to esplanade to sit n talk2.. rau bought tis necklace which is so nice.. aiya.. no hap the pic lah.. if not can let u see.. anyway, tis is the interesting part.. rau brought her DIGI CAM.... yea2!!!... so here we are.. PoSE pOSe pOse... but i didn't take many pics cos not feeling well mah.. smile also so heavy... (nak senyum pon berat *direct translation*) hahah.... i think tat's abt it.. gotta siap now.. wanna go study... buhbye!! i've put up the pic.. enjoy!!

+ at esplanade +

.: i reCeiVeD ........ :.

2004-10-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

it's been raining the pass few days, n the weather is so cooling.. makes me wanna sleep only.. khekhe.. went to grandad's place to break fast.. had rice with asam pedas... SedAP!! now im at home.. as usual, on the comp... i received an sms tat goes like tis.........

SuMdAY, i mAy bE fAr AwaY FRom U
wE maY lOse ConTacT & NeVEr taLK agaIn
But i pRomIse, i'll RemEmbEr TaT OncE iN mY lIFe
I nEveR rEgRet kNowIng U....

it may be just a simple, forwarded msg but the content is very meaningful.. i'm really greatful to the person who gave me tis msg n hope tat he really mean it... cos it goes the same to me.. i've never regret knowing him...

.: Photo taking time :.

2004-10-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

iM BacK~~~~ tHe paSs Few DayS HaVe bEeN lIke A PhOto TakINg SesSioN.. rAu bRoUght HeR dIgi cAm, So HerE wE aRe... PoSE PoSe pOSe... LikE sOmE SuPer MoDelS... khekhekeh.. juSt Tat OuR PoSe aRe HmMm.. HoW Do I SaY Eh?? mOre cREaTIvE?? kehkehek... Go TaKe A lOok At ThE piCs.. WhO knOws AnYonE OnE Of U waNnA tAke uS a pArt tIMe CRaPpy mErepEk MoDel... khekhekhe...

SpEaK No EvIL, hEar No EvIL, SeE No EvIl,

OuCh!! mY bUtT!!

fOr thE rESt Of THe PIcS u cAn FinD It UnDEr mY 'pHotO taKing SessIon' aLbUm..

u CaN vIeW iT hEre ToO..

+ photo taking session +

.: bOreD :.

2004-10-21T09:57:00.000+08:00

wEi~~~ ANyONe Out TheRE?!! HAiZZ.. Im So BOrEd.. WakE Up In thE mOrnIng foR sAhUr, Den CanNoT SlEep BacK CoS STupId cLaSS StArtS At 8.. NoW iN tHE COmp LaB WiTH mIss Nur rAuDhAH AZimAt.. khekhekhe... GoT 2 hRs Break.. So SIanZzZ.... latER AT 5 Got teSt.. So LaZy tO tAke.. In THe cOmp DoIng NoThinG, LiSteNing To The MuSiC.. pLaYinG On tHe meDia plAyEr Now Is The SonG " So CoNFuSEd ".. WaT a sonG!! ReMinDs Me Of SoMeoNe N tHE StatE i'VE AlwaYs BEeN.. Ok.. TIs Is My FavOurIte sONg.. "It's A pIty" By TaNya StePhEn... I Just LoVE Tis SonG..

I said if we never get a chance to be together
go with Jah, Tanya loves ya, wha me seh?

It's a pity you already have a wife
and me done have a man inna mi life
rudeboy it's such a pity
I say it is such a pity you already have yuh wife
And me have a one man inna mi life
rudeboy it is a pity, mm mm mm

I woulda like one of these mornings to wake up and find
your face on a pillow lying right next to mine
I woulda cut out the partying the smoking and the rum
and buss a extra wine and make we seal up a son
well everytime mi fantasize me see your lips me see your eyes
Your trigger finger do something a lef the rudegirl hypnotized
For you it's just a thing, just another little fling
But for me this is Heaven and the angel them a sing

Fi buck you up inna public and cant even touch
It really fuck me up because me check fi you so much
The respect weh mi have fi your woman fi your kids
believe me rudeboy mi criss, a nuh matey this
who knows? maybe one day the world will be evolved enough
we'll share you in a civilized manner between the two of us
But until then I woulda love see you again,
Me know we have fi play it by the stupid rules of men

So meet me round the corner, avoid Mitzy and Lorna
You know them a two of the biggest informer
I'm not starving for sex no, nah bawl out 'next!' no
but the way how yuh flex really pique my interest yo
The you weh people see a no the you weh me loving
And the you weh deh with me go much deeper than skin
I dont know exactly what it is you're feeling
But I wish this was a permanent thing

Me know seh you belong to she, you know seh me belong to him
Me wouldn't want you dis your queen, me woulda never dis mi king
But when yuh play pon mi riddim and when me feel your base a swing
You lef me inna turmoil, you have me head a spin
It really mek me sad fi haffi waste so much water,
I think the two o' we can mek a beautiful daughter
but it would be selfish to an innocent little youth
Fi bring her come and cannot tell her the truth
We have fi tell her the truth

i'Ll seE If I caN hAvE thE soNG uP.. BUt Den AgAin Im Not Gd In IT.. So AnYbODy Out THerE WhO'lL Be KiND eNuFf To HElP Me?? *SoB*

.: besok dah puase!!! yeah yeah!! :.

2004-10-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

tmr is the starting of the ramadhan mth... but too bad i don't get to fast tmr.. on m.c lah.. kekek

let's see wat's been happening lately in my life.. hmmm.. i guess it's a bit late but who cares... after wani's b'day came MEGA PERDANA, a national dikir barat competition.. wanna say congrats to those grps who make it thru.. overall all were great.. den came my 2 weeks attachment at sgh.. the ward i was in was a disaster.. many patients collapse!! but hey, its the ward im talking abt.. not the ward room i was in k.. my patients non collapse tau!! hehe... non of my probs actually, just happy i pass my clinical attachment.. den there was a line of b'day peeps..

so here wishing these peeps,

khairul
d.o.b: 9th oct

fida
d.o.b: 11th oct

fuad
d.o.b: 12th oct

n coming soon

noreis
d.o.b: 27th oct

A HaPpY BelAteD N AdvAncEd B'dAY!!

okay.. enuff of the wishes.. now got to clear away everyting for the mean time n get my hands on the books!! EXAM coming liao~~~ wish me the best.. so all the best to me!!

.: ocToBer EveNt :.

2004-10-02T15:50:00.000+08:00

1st october --- children's day

wishing all chidren out there a happy children's day.. especially to my adeks2.. muackz.. love ya all..

my lil bro, syakir

my lil sis, fiqah

my baby bro, harith

HapPy ChiLDreN daY dEarS

2nd october --- wani's day

it's my dear sis's, WaNi, b'day today... wah!!.. dah 18 seh.. hehe.. wishing u all the best in everything u do.. must pass ur o's with flying colours aite tis time.. i'm always behind u.. remember, a failure once is not a failure lifetime..u take care n have fun aite.. muackz!! love my gal!!

presenting the B'DAY GERL

HaPPy 18tH BiRthDAy GErL

.: mami~~ it's over!! :.

2004-09-18T09:40:00.000+08:00

It's been a mth since i last touch tis blogger, n within tis mth many shits have happen.. argued with "diary" the day before.. told me stuffs which i didn't realize.. spare?? i've never even tot abt tat much less making u one.. finding a solution is never easy.. but i chose to run away from probs n the easiest solution is to stop it...

LETS JUST END IT... tat was wat i told him... end the close relationship we have build, a relationship as close as a bro n sis... i knew tat was not wat i wanted... i've never wanna end the relationship.. i treasure us being together.. i treasure him.. but.... i myself don't know wat else to do... i didn't want things to happen again in the future.. enough for now...

see u ard?? tat was the last phrase he said went he went off... see me ard?? u still wanna see me after wat had happen.. more likely u'll be saying,"we better not meet anymore b4 i starts to hate u more".. but wat will the reaction be if we were to meet?? will he ignore me?? or maybe he'll avoid me.. i can't say anything cos i really don't know.. just how will the situation be?? i dare not even think of it...

but life still have to go on.. much as he wants to see me happy, i want to for him.. i really hope life without me ard will make his life better, happier.

dear, tanx for everything.. the patience u had wen u're with me.. the joy n sadness we share.. those meaningful advices.. without u i wouldn't know wat to do.. n tanx for being my "DIARY".. u've been a great diary.. always listening to my probs n never did once complain.. thank you.. thank you for being there.. i guess tat's all i have to say.. stay cheerful n smile always dear..

{ *hugs n kisses* }

.: thank you :.

2004-08-19T10:04:00.000+08:00

tis simple thank you poem is specially written for you... (u know who u are) hey... its brainstormed by me myself huh... so u better appreciate it.. heheh...
so here goes...

Sitting down here,
Thinking real hard,
Thinking of wat would happen,
If not for u beside.

Despite those hurtful times,
And those unpleasant memories,
U were stil here,
Cheering n still cheering me up.

My heart so touched,
Crying n weeping inside,
To know tat no matter wat,
U'll always be right beside.

You my 'never-will-be-filled' DIARY,
Will always be my precious dearie.

Thank u my sweet, darling angel for always being there for me...

tat's me brainstorming for the poem in the comp lab

with the company of dear bubbly miss raudhah

.: im back with the reggae pics :.

2004-08-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

haloo bloggy.... im back.. sori not been updating u, been really busy lately... hardly had time to even on the comp... im in skol rite now.. having my break... had nothin to do so decided to update the blog... let me see... wat have i been during the past weeks?? okay... national day just ended so here i m wishing singapore a very happy belated 39 b'day... hahah... sori for the belated thingy... oh ya... raudhah have already wash the reggae splash pics.. n i have already scan it... go take a look... anyway i had fun there though the foreign bands were qiute lame... enjoyed myself with the bunch of crazy frens i went with... had fun laughing, dancing n making a fool of ourselves.. hahah... once in a while making a fool of oneslf i guess is still accepted.. hehe... relieving stress.. hahah...... but overall, i had fun... real fun with my craziest, coolest frens... hmmm..... will be going there again next year so....... reggae splash... i'll be waiting for u!!!!!

u can view the pics here too..

+ reggae splash +

.: CPR :.

2004-07-29T14:56:00.000+08:00

a week the yr 2 student nurses have to take their CPR test... boi... it may seem easy.. but wait till u try it... anyway i PASSED my CPR test except for infant choking... i failed the easiest practical... too clever for easy stuff.. hahaha... and the thing that i cant accept my friend raudhah pass all in the first attempt.. shitty rite.... (tat's by her herself)...TAK TAU MALU!!! by the way im in skol rite now.. having 4 hr break.. so mendak... from 12 - 4... an hr more to survive... so here i am... updating my blog after some time.. heheh.. sori dear blog.. have been busy lately... i'll be having my CPR theory test later.. best of luck to me... now... wat else... nothing much lah.. hmm... faizah syg... i still lom confirm tau.. heheh.. i'll call u as soon i dah confirm k... *muackz* take care dear bloggy.. khekhe...

.:just for u:.

2004-07-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

l!fe !s never f!@r... 1 h@ve 2 b self!sh to obt!@n someth!ng 4 h!s/her self... but @g@!n not all th!ngs u c@n get... espec!@lly love... love !s not someth!ng u c@n buy but !t's someth!ng u h@ve 2 werk 4 !n order 2 get !t... !t's not @bt how many t!mes u s@y '! love u' but !t's @bt how u show the love to them...
de@r,
!n l!fe there's def!n!tely ups n downs.. but !t does not mean !t's the end of the world.. l!fe st!ll h@ve 2 go on... unexpected th!ngs h@ppen, @lthough !t seems tat !t's m@k!ng us further @p@rt, !'m sure !t's @ctu@lly le@d!ng 2 somewhere.... maybe br!ng!g us closer... a better underst@nd!ng of e@ch other... m@ybe !t's not 4 tod@y but 4 the better of tmr... @ll t!s @re unpred!ct@ble... we don't know w@t's gonn@ h@ppen next... not say!ng @ll t!s 2 m@ke me feel better c@use gu!lty consc!ous h@ve got the better of me... m@y not w@nn@ sound completely obnox!ous, but ! had been very self!sh... self!sh for not spar!ng a tot 4 those who h@ve been sacr!f!c!ng the!r love 4 me... g!v!ng me @ll the love & c@re w!thout @sk!ng for @nyth!ng !n return but w!thout re@l!s!ng !t only 2 hurt them deeper... how ! w!sh ! c@n turn b@ck t!me n mend b@ck the unh@ppy moments but !t's just @ w!shful th!nk!ng part of me... !t c@n never h@ppen..

.: u can do better den tis :.

2004-07-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

wow!! jus how the world can be cruel at times.. i know i'm at fault.. well, i've always admit it..at tis moment i just can't express my feelings.. HURT?, PISSED?, SAD?, DISSAPOINTED?... but i just feel terrible... very terrible... heard it... read it... n i don't know where it wen wrong... all scattered to pieces... u knew everything... u're the only one who knows everything... n now even u don't trust me... not asking for any sympathy... really... but just can't bear to even think of the consequences... y must it be u? never even tot of hurting u... n if even tis can't make u realise how much u mean to me den i'll just let it be.. coz trust comes from inside someone n not something to be bought with... i know just a simple sorry wont heal everything, but i hope u'll forgive me even if it's to the extend of forgetting me...

.: my boring tuesday:.

2004-06-22T14:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... been at home since.... yesterday.. heheh.. BORED!!.. on saturday went out, sunday was father's day.. mum forced us to wake up early in the morning to give DAD the present.. *yawn* later in the afternoon followed mum to the warehouse sale at paya ubi industrial park... bought for grandad a shirt...meet my aunts n uncles at ya'salam at bedok for dinner.. n yesterday, 21st june was my lil bro, SYAKIR's 10th b'day... celebrated at home cause dad had to werk nite shift... back to today, lil me just chilling at home.. doing nothing... shaking legs.. heheh..

.:for all my beloved:.

2004-06-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

received tis piece of BEAUTIFUL poem in the mail.. it's meant for those out there who have touched my life..

An Angel's Kiss for You!
You are my friend, my pal, my chum,
You're my sunshine when I'm glum.
The rain may fall, and I might too,
But I know you'll catch me when I do.
You're my shoulder to cry on,
And someone I can always rely on.
So to you I have to say,
That our friendship will always stay.
If I could have just one wish,
I'd grant you an angel's kiss.
And maybe then, you'd really see,
Just how much you mean to me.
No matter what, I'll love you too,
And if I die before you do...
I'll go to heaven and wait for you.
I'll give the angels back their wings,
And risk the loss of everything.
Just to prove
Our friendship is true,
I'm thankful to have a friend like you!

.:wat a boring day:.

2004-06-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

such a boring day.. stayed at home.. did particularly nothing.. watch tv, played with darling baby bro, harith n now sitting in front of the comp, updating my blog.. oh dear comp.. u SAVEd my day!! thank god...

.:a get together for the RAZAK's family:.

2004-06-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

12th june... a day for the get together of the RAZAK's (emm.. tat's my grandad's name) family.. mum n busu jali had rented a pit at pasir ris.. reached there ard 2+, pitch the tents n den it's time for the barbecue n games... we had barbecued fish, corn, crab, prawns, chicken n few other foods... too full, n after all those laughings n chatting i just had to end the day...

.:my first one:.

2004-06-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

yeah... at last i have a blog of my own... *Hooray* but tis is all tanx to my dearie darling BABY FAIZAH... hehehe *muackz muackz muackz* hmmm... still new in tis 'bisnes' so help me ard aite.....

Syaz's Story

.: X'Mas cUm nEw yR CuM ICT bUlLdOg TeAm CelEbrAtiOn :.

.: EveRythIng'S nEw!! :.

.: mOi emm... oK2 JunE hOliDay :.

.: back with the pics :.

.: whEn The DEAd cOmEs BAcK To LiFe.. *JEnG JeNG JEnG* :.

.: i nEeD a STrEsS BooSteR!! :.

.: look wat they do just to BEAUTIFY themselves!! :.

.: cool rite? :.

.: caught up lyric :.

.: cOnFuSioN :.

.: y must tis happen?? :.

.: long lost updates!! :.

.: Im baCk~~ wHoa hOa!! :.

.: a break fast with the GENG!! :.

.: study week :.

.: i reCeiVeD ........ :.

.: Photo taking time :.

.: bOreD :.

.: besok dah puase!!! yeah yeah!! :.

.: ocToBer EveNt :.

.: mami~~ it's over!! :.

.: thank you :.

.: im back with the reggae pics :.

.: CPR :.

.:just for u:.

.: u can do better den tis :.

.: my boring tuesday:.

.:for all my beloved:.

.:wat a boring day:.

.:a get together for the RAZAK's family:.

.:my first one:.

.: whEn The DEAd cOmEs BAcK To LiFe.. JEnG JeNG JEnG :.